28072008

ga kerasa…2 minggu lagi KP gw kelar…
ud banyak tampaknya yang gw dapetin selama KP, tapi serasa gw kaya bakal missing something…

gw blon melakukan yang terbaik selama KP gw… gw hanya membuat dokumen… bayangkan!!! dokumen manual buat administrator saja yang gw buat… gw bukan mao sombong, tapi serasa it’s not my job banget dan it’s not my ability banget…

gw ga enak ma Accenture…dia ud ngasi gw scholarship dan sekarang gw 2 bulan cuma kerja gt doank…oh man… that’s not me banget…

gw mo berkaca aja, mungkin ada something… mungkin gw belon siap untung kerja kaya gini, entah itu dari feel gw dalam hati ato dari kemampuan gw, macam bahasa inggris gw yang masih pas-pas-an..hehe….but it’s ok, it’s really give me a lot of experience:)

trus…kemaren gw ngbrol banyak ma nyokap..sesuatu dengan saran nyokap gw dibandung/dosen wali gw/psikolog gw yang namanya Bu Indryati Sunaryo… thanx bu, untuk advicenya, gw lega banget setelah ngbrol banyak ma nyokap..

nyokap bilang 3 kalimat,
- yesterday is history
- tomorrow is mistery
- today is a gift, because of that its called PRESENT…

gw tau, tu quote ud lama banget…hehe…. beliau cuma berpesan, just chase what you want, and give the rest give it to GOD, because only HIM that know the best for you…just made yesterday is history…

so today, i call it PRESENT..i dunno why, I received email from McKinsey. I get invitation for Youth Leadership Program. My essay and form that I sent for McKinsey program has beaten many competitor… it’s really proud me because the participant from this program is from the best of the best ITB students…

but, there is a long journey behind it… what kind of journey, nobody knows….because tomorrow is mistery….

what the fuck of life  OR  what the cool of life…
you made it in your mind…

One Response to “28072008”

  1. naz Says:

    everybody has got to start somewhere di..
    sometimes, at the very bottom..
    patience..
    patience and humility
    those are things that u can learn from your so-called-below-ur-capability tasks.. :)

Leave a Reply